and now, college is going to be put on pause for a year.
and i think i'm okay with that.
i think it's a relief. but it's a bit scary too.
maybe this kind of pause will be enough to help me figure life out a little better.
i'm good. it'll be okay.


can't begin to understand.stand spread eagle, everything stretched, in the rain that you can't even hear because the thunder is too loud and the lightening too bright. the whole sky is lit up with something you can't even begin to understand and your mind feel the same way.can't begin to understand.
each drop of rain that hits your skin feels like a slap in the face and a gentle caress and you don't care to figure out which is which. most of your skin is uncovered and your body drinks in this storm like it's the only nourishment that you can stomach.
a shriek of laughter comes vaulting  


taste this lovehandsome green eyed boy smiling through his lashes at me; he was caught paying half attention to the conversation directed at him, half attention caught perhaps by me his equivalent green eyed girl. the sly motion of raising on tip-toes my body so that my mouth can pleasantly connect with his, lips of the softest skin flickered over by a gentle tongue, oh, i can taste this love! my movements are rewardedtaste this love
and strong fingertips grasp my body, pinching skin over ribs, to make sure this is real. my fingertips stroll lightly like fairy feet right before flight, creep up


the planes that pass.here i lie skin exposed on frost bitten ground in a field cushioned by the white that coats everything these days. forget my peripheral vision, i lie on my back so i can only look up. from here i can see the sky where it domes so it can touch the trees. this is just airspace, tangible, you can buy and sell it. and they do. they did. look straight up and the plane that is passing reveals its belly to you. i see the detail as it crawls through the airspace, not the sky, so close to me. reach up and i feel as though i could touch.. one goes by every ten minthe planes that pass.


I'm Gonna Be A Risk TakerChorus: We've all been living like we're seventeen We've all been living like it's just a dream We've all been living like it's ok To be living in this world here todayI'm Gonna Be A Risk Taker
Vs 1: Give away all I've got Give you my life Gotta run, no time to walk Gotta face the world and Take a chance that I would not take yesterday Gonna blind
Gonna smile Gonna live for today, not tomorrow Yeah
Back to chorus
Vs 2: Take away my security
Take away my shelter Learning to pull a Lot Learning to love what I've got Take a


NightwalkerI see you across the room glancing excitedly this way whispering echoes of my promises to those who would care to listen and join.Nightwalker
Do you really know what you’re in for?
I smile to myself. Oh, the possibilities tonight holds. Give me the night, a dark alleyway, & some eager ignorant followers, & my joy can be fervently attained.
Muffle the sounds of your surprise, I see that wide-eyed look in your eyes. Don’t worry, love, it will all be over soon. There’s only a little bit of you left that I want. Choose now; ar


The JesterI am the Jester, without family or friends. My life I spend acting, aiming to mend. I run through the castles, echoing rhymes. I skip through the hallways, singing of times. I stand at the feet of, royalties pure. My stories and lyrics, My way to lure. At the end of each day, I leave with a poem. Nobody knows, that I have no home.The Jester
oh.
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...just so you know, i'm not scared anymore. not of love, not of life, not of joy, not of fear...
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i want to swim in the clouds and fly in the ocean.
hundred.
always do this.
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...just so you know, i'm not scared anymore. not of love, not of life, not of joy, not of fear...
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i want to swim in the clouds and fly in the ocean.
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Dark Devon all da way
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...just so you know, i'm not scared anymore. not of love, not of life, not of joy, not of fear...
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i want to swim in the clouds and fly in the ocean.
CELEBRATE!
yay. xoxo
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...are you still going to make me unafraid?
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take me flying...
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